I woke from a nightmare and couldn’t stop shaking for hours and then I laid down and fast heartbeat started again. It did eventually calm down but it took a while. Then I wanted to watch Scrubs but the scart cable was out and I had to fix it myself and I don’t have a problem with it, it’s not that I’m lazy but I go near the TV and get headaches and not from like eye sight headaches but there’s like this electromaganetic field and it gets into my head and feels like it’s not burning but like burning my brain and then I move away and the headache lasts for a while but it eventually goes but whilst I’m near it, I can start crying from the pain so I don’t like handling my TV, being within about a 10cm radius of the TV causes pain. I need a new one.
I did finish reading Saint Jude, it’s really good actually. What I especially liked was the fact that there wasn’t some fluffy, happy ending. No one was really happy with how things turned out and the only close to happy were the ones who had learnt to cope. Which I like because nothing was overexaggarated either.
I’m going to read another book tonight and watch Les Mis. So I think it should be a good night tonight. But for now I am watching Scrubs.