I received an email asking what time I was going to do the 3rd ‘Story Time’ blog. Sorry, but I am stopping them. Just because it’s sort of painful to talk about. I did the most important story you needed to know which about my mother and that fills in a lot of the gaps.
Sorry they ended but what with my current mental status and a few problems not related to mental health, I just don’t feel emotionally ready.
Daily LOL is also on hiatus for the time being and I will resume it when I feel ready to. Both timewise and just getting back into looking at those sites again.
I have to go to the minor injuries clinic at some point soon because of my right hand. Basically a few weeks ago I was having a mixed episode, I was angry, frustrated and suicidal and punched a wall and I badly hurt my right hand. It wasn’t broken, I can still move it. I’m just in immense pain and it hurts to write and type. My handwriting is bad because I can’t write and due to the fact it is my right hand, it will limit me in exams. The likely possibility is that I have a small fracture and will need it in a cast for two weeks. I don’t… I have a history controlled assessment. Was going to say I don’t have any exams but I do. A controlled assessment. Do I not get extended time?! If I get an xray I’ll try and take a picture and say “need it for my blog ;)”
I’ve got to deal with this visual hallucination business at the moment because despite what is being said. This means I am taking a turn for the worse and I need to prepare myself.
I will still write my normal blogs probably several in one day as that seems to be the current trend at the moment but the other activies just cause a lot of heartache.
My hand kills.
Don’t worry though, I will still answer emails and I would like to state to the three who asked. I do prefer emails to comments as I can reply to emails wherever I am and whenever plus we can all be personal and truthful. But I don’t discourage comments.