My day overall wasn’t too bad. Went into school at 10:50pm. Forgot we were in a different classroom, walked in. Left, embarassed. I was still quite depressed at this time. The history. First period was boring and just depressing. Then lunch and there was A LOT of drama for the next 1hr and 45mins. I’m not going to lie, I still enjoy drama. Ever since I was little I did. Well as long as it didn’t effect me so of course I loved friend drama hated family drama. So the dramas:
First was that this girl called KA liked this boy and the boy liked her back and her friend called T liked him too and they kissed and so KA got upset and fell out and we heard about it and so then KA was walking a long and MU said, quite loudly: “is that the girl?”
To which she replied: “Yes, no fuck off.” MU then yelled “fuck off” down the corridor.
Now MU being MU got hyped up and was prepared for a fight and went to look for her, the promise that she would get her back after the holidays.
Speaking of the holidays, my school is now on holiday whilst my brother’s school still has to go tomorrow.
Then the next bit, I’m in history and AY keeps asking where SHu is looking at her. Now to explain why I asked this next question I need to explain what happened in science.
In science, my new ritual in that lesson is to complain that I have Mr TD next. I said to SK: “You know I’m being stared at by Mr TD, AY is being stared at by SHu, it’s such an awkward place to be”. SK begun to laugh so I enquired what made her laugh and she said it was SHu staring at AY. She said there was a story behind it.
I was now intrigued. But SK wouldn’t tell me just yet. She told me about 1/2 later. Now, I’m not a fan of sharing this story even in my blog but I need to, to explain why I asked this question that radically altered the events of that lesson.
From what I understand, SHu and AY used to talk and apparently she used to stalk him, calling him all the time and texting him and then one day they got in an argument where he threatened to call the police and put her in some police database and she said “I wish you had what your grandfather has!” (his grandfather has cancer). That is what SK told me. But she didn’t know some of the vital elements like how AY got SHu number.
Back to the story, I asked, “So what happened?” AY said: “It’s a long story.”
I tilted my head to the side put it on my hand and I did that purposefully because I know that I could get her to tell me by staring at her. So she did.
Her story: He thought she was cute and they got to talking in drama and they made friends and exchanged numbers. He really liked her and told her so but she was interested in someone else (she even told him who!) and so eventually he turned his attention to my old friend and AY’s best friend HS and then one day AY was asking him about his feelings for her and he got annoyed and then she accidentally said the wrong thing about his grandfather (not the thing SK said she had said) and he got REALLY angry and threatened to call the police and he stopped talking to her.
So to give my opinion on the subject, I think that SK interpreted the story negatively because she dislikes AY. I believe AY’s view on the events and therefore understand everything.
But to what happened in history she said she was going to text him and she did and there was just this back and forth of texting which is HILARIOUS! I was depressed but this got me from severely to moderately. But I was surpised to learn that SHu who I orignally thought was quite nice firstly had such a taste in girls (more refering to HS than AY) and that he had such a temper. Shows it’s not easy to judge a person.
So doctors. We went. We had to fill in a sleep survery. First bit was on snoring. I don’t snore or not enough for people to hear. Second bit was on whether you fall asleep doing such tasks. Third bit was about dozing and you had to rate how frequently you dozed in the following scenerios. I didn’t fully understand what dozing meant so I put ‘2’ but my dad said you don’t so I changed everything to ‘0’. We went back in. He said two things: one try 4mg maybe twice a week at night. Two: that the hospital can reject the referall. I mean I score low on the sleep apena test and I’m 16 years old. The usual people to go to these places are obese men in their 40s or 50s according to my doctor and I’m not obese, I’m not even overweight according to my BMI so I would be rejected from the sleep clinic but he’s going to write a letter explaining my circumstances and hopefully I will be seen. But it’s still not a definite. The chances I have sleep apena are 1000000 to 1. That’s all they’ll test me for though. Is sleep apena. Apparently though if the 4mg doesn’t work they’ll bump me up to 6mg, if that doesn’t work they’ll bump me up to 8mg and maybe even 10mg. So that’s awesome.
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